Bullet Scars

age of the understatement

2011-07-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

imma free bitch, baby

2010-07-06T00:52:00.006+08:00

isn't it enough to be young & free now?
eleeeez

in my shoes just to see

2010-06-15T23:32:00.004+08:00

should i ... ...
delete my facebook account?

I find it extremely distracting, and I don't even know why I spend so much time there. Oh wait ... i know - facebook games. Damn, that sucks to even admit it.

Anyway, I think I'll be blogging more at eleeeez, so please go there instead of coming here. You shouldn't even be reading this now!

this is mortality

2010-05-31T00:51:00.003+08:00

Some girls die to have a boyfriend.
I'd die for my dad to be ok.

fuck these shit

2010-05-28T16:31:00.003+08:00

Today is a public holiday and I fucking hate myself for not doing anything. I don't want to do work because it's a public fucking holiday. I want to get out of the house and fucking do something.

Fuck the people who always stop me from being young & fuck the weather too.

Spamming happy songs and looking at Horrors' photos in case suddenly turn crazy from staying at home. I wasn't really joking about it when I said I'm losing my sanity.

I don't want to be mad.

radical self love

2010-05-18T01:50:00.006+08:00

It's funny how we always want to label people.

There are the clubber-kids, the cool-kids, the gangsters, the nerds, the nerds-who-try-to-act-cool, the indie-kids, the squishy-kids, the alternative-kids and of course, the others-who-don't-fit-anywhere.

You know, I never knew where I belong. The cool-kids think I'm not cool and the nerds don't hang out with me. I'm a social outcast much?

And to be frank, sometimes I like it like this, but some other times, I hate myself for not being able to connect with the normal people. (Hello, worklife) But it's still good being like this because I don't have to live up to standards or image or any of those nonsense.

I love me.

sticking out

2010-05-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

fucked up wonky tooth.

you don't belong here.

call to the conscience

2010-05-08T01:33:00.001+08:00

So much for being friends.

Yes, I am fucking angry, because some people just won't grow up. Childish ideals of conformity should be purged, and sitting on the fence while watching a friend gets slaughtered. Is that even ethical?

A show is all what these bastards want, but this shit is real. And there is no plot because we never know what choices the human mind will make. Shouldn't we try to salvage the situation and save the "actors" while it's still possible?

Oh, or is it you're going to make use of this chance for your own advantage?

Did I hit you in the raw spot? This is a fucking call to your conscience, bitch.

the royal we

2010-05-07T00:04:00.003+08:00

said you believe,

but believing won't fly

/Silversun Pickups

lettucephone

2010-05-03T18:04:00.003+08:00

I love my hair!

My mum said I have mood-swings. Ugh, I wish I could do something about this bitch of Elizabeth.

one bitch of a numbskull

2010-05-02T21:15:00.003+08:00

Treating people as objects. Devising clever (fuck, thats so childish) plans. Sitting on the fence while watching a friend gets slaughtered.

Isn't it about time to grow up?

white noise

2010-05-01T00:02:00.002+08:00

A photoshopped picture of Joshua Hayward holding a broccoli, cause I like it like that.

claustrophobic

2010-04-28T21:54:00.003+08:00

fuck humanity and it's ideals

bitte spring nicht

2010-04-24T23:39:00.002+08:00

Shana and I loved TH before they were known here. Admit that Bill Kaulitz sings with more feelings in German and that the English version of their songs sucks. Yes, I still love gender-confusing oddballs :)

i found you on your side

2010-04-21T21:21:00.004+08:00

Hi, Elizabeth.

What is wrong with you again? Can't you be just what you were before? Because I miss the old you.

Can you please come back to me? I'm losing my sanity.

Xoxo;

see you real soon!

2010-04-19T22:18:00.004+08:00

DIY MICKEY MOUSE HAT

Will only make hats for nice people.

suffragette city

2010-04-18T15:52:00.002+08:00

If my name weren't Elizabeth, it'll be something along the lines of Narcissus.
Damn I love my hair (Hah, you fucking narcissist)

but now it's all black

2010-04-17T23:53:00.003+08:00

They whispered,
"This one looks smug in her pink dress"
She fled the scene;
She's innocent, but she's a mess.

flesh and blood, but not human

2010-04-17T00:50:00.005+08:00

Everyone should just watch Interview with the Vampire instead of Twilight. Honestly speaking, Twilight is not even a real vampire show, it mainly revolves around romance and it just so happens that one of the main characters is a 200 year old vampire. How could anyone call it a vampire movie, seriously? It's obviously teenage romance.

... And I hate teenage romance flicks (Anyone else who reads this thinks that teenage movies are wayyyy to whiny and tries too hard to be poetic sometimes?)

P/S/ Shuting, it's not that scary! You should watch it, like now!

with abit of a mindflip

2010-04-16T01:39:00.002+08:00

Motto for these few days - Stay Weird!

still the same ol' decent lazy eyes

2010-04-14T00:15:00.006+08:00

I love this Silversun Pickups! I'm so glad that I managed to get hold of a copy of their album, Swoon after harassing the staff at HMV for so damn long.

And yes, I now own both album of The Horrors. So now it is time to collect all of their singles.

i'm schizophrenic

2010-04-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

Title says everything.

wristcutters

2010-04-11T02:27:00.001+08:00

Once upon a time there was a crooked tree and a straight tree. And they grew next to each other. And every day the straight tree would look at the crooked tree and he would say, “You’re crooked. You’ve always been crooked and you’ll continue to be crooked. But look at me! Look at me!” said the straight tree. He said, “I’m tall and I’m straight.” And then one day the lumberjacks came into the forest and looked around, and the manager in charge said, “Cut all the straight trees.” And that crooked tree is still there to this day, growing strong and growing strange.

smackhead showdown

2010-04-11T00:01:00.008+08:00

School is starting soon, and I need to constantly remind myself not be part of the vicious cycle.
Stay out of it for your own good! Remember what Shana called you. Haha!

Hi, I am blogging at Eleeeez as well. That blog will consists of my works and things which inspires me. Definitely not going to have any of *those* type of posts.

Wokay, time to go eat watermelon. (Did I mention that I ordered a pair of Vans Watermelon Shoes? Yes, I'm waiting for it to arrive!)

inspiration is infectious

2010-04-04T21:52:00.007+08:00

Added two new portraits (Lady Gaga & DestroyX respectively) to my series of portraitures. And now I'm this little bit hooked on drawing portraits. (Taken with a camera so the portraits look a little weird)

And everyone should take a look at my idol's drawings - JPT Covers

i'll cut her, i'll cut her

2010-04-01T01:03:00.008+08:00

It's nice to know that there are people whom I can connect with logically and emotionally. I ought to be grateful.

I guess it's cause somehow we're the demon children whom people condemned.

Some are just conceived as good and going against these people naturally makes the other evil. To the demon children, evil is just a point of view and they find themselves detaching from situations because they're fucking sick of being demons all the time. The good stay unattainable and the demon children are slowly detaching from the cycle. One day there will be no more of these demon children - Because they are all numbed.

To those who find themselves able to relate.

conscious efforts to cause you misery

2010-03-30T19:54:00.004+08:00

I need this stress-relief since I can't play L4D2.
Welcome to ~~the men in tight pants~~ The Horrors' picture spam.

YES PLEASE!

THOSE LEGS & THAT ASS.

I would post more but I'm so tired now.

believers never die

2010-03-27T01:07:00.005+08:00

My brain wants to work, but my heart keeps telling it to stop working.
Oh Eliz, I'd really really kill to separate your heart from your head. You're a part of that dies every time this happens. BELIEVERS NEVER DIE - I beg you to please remember this.

Oh dear. This is not working, and the realisation that the way people judge me will not get my anywhere (high) is not helping either. Hi you all judgmental apes, I AM NOT A DEMON CHILD. I REPEAT. I. AM. NOT. A. DEMON. CHILD. Because being (THIS TEENSY WEENSY BIT) different from you over-intelligent apes doesn't make me a demon child!

So what is evil? A concept which roots from disappointment?

I'm guessing that after the whole event, I got pulled back into the vicious cycle again and something there is making me feel fucking horrid. What is wrong with you, Eliz? I thought I told you to remember something?

Detachment.

And I was hoping that typing it out here would make me feel better. But, never mind.

a love affair with the moon

2010-03-24T23:41:00.004+08:00

I have this sudden urge to play L4D2 and I bought too many music albums within the span of 2 days. I wore my lip-ring for about a week now and it doesn't hurt like I thought it would. Good improvement, lips.

Anyway, hi Eliz. It's nice to have you back again.

i will mangle your mind

2010-03-22T23:42:00.005+08:00

I have the weirdest dreams ever. I swear.

In the dream, I was stuck in some isolated mall with Shan, Shuting and Nicole and the next thing I knew, we were in some kind of a zombie shooting action. Basically we were the only survivors in a zombie apocalypse and horrors of all horrors, the only thing in our minds were clothes.

... It's freaking insane cause who in the right mind would think of clothes or fashion when he / she should be thinking about how to survive the apocalypse.

So we shot down the glass display of some high end shop and barged in, stealing clothes while shooting zombies at the same time.

Haha, imagine the possible action there - "OMG, I'M SOOO TAKING THIS DRESS. WAIT SHAN DON'T MOVE. ZOMBIE BEHIND YOU." *BANG BANG*

remember this emotional equation

2010-03-21T23:15:00.006+08:00

... Is taking over I can only watch while it happens because I am just another human being. WHAT CAN I DO. I can't make miracles and this probably need to a few miracles to salvage it.

Sometimes I really feel like an old woman trapped in the body of a seventeen year old teenager. Did I grow up to quickly? Is this a teenage phase? (I don't think so) I remember Shana saying that people who thinks too much ends up killing themselves.

Ugh. What is wrong with you, Eliz? What would you over-intelligent apes know.

got any darker?

2010-03-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

I WILL HAVE DRUMMER BOY'S HAIR BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS.
GROW, HAIR, GROW.

My laptop is currently under servicing and I am so not used to using my mum's Lenovo / my house PC. (Is so damn bored with this shit, I got to start sewing something right now)

why ask why

2010-03-11T17:28:00.007+08:00

I am back from the camp, very much alive! Even though I was dreading it before I went for it, the camp was actually damn fun.

But now, I can go back to reading my books, sewing and making things. I will make this holiday a fruitful one. OH HI LOUIS DE POINTE DU LAC.

goodness is eternally difficult

2010-03-06T00:08:00.010+08:00

"You keep asking us to watch Interview With The Vampire. Is it a propaganda?"

"No. It is spreading goodness."

I hate adventure camps. I see no point in going for something like that. You know how they always claim that Adventure Camps build our Leadership and stuff like that? (I never found that effective in anyway)

I really hate it because I'm the type of person who can watch Velvet Goldmine / Interview With The Vampire for the whole damn day without talking to any single person. (Pretty much damn anti-social?) I can do that, OR I can sleep the whole day away. Yep/

I'm going off to a camp at Batam tomorrow, and I AM DAMN SAD NOW.
So, hello jungles & bye Lestat. I SAID - BYE, LESTAT!

waste it on

2010-03-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was K-Box with Shana and today I went for a mini shopping trip with her (We realised that it was amazing of us to actually know the whole rap for Cupids Chokehold & Cookie Jar.)

Yesterday was my mum's birthday and I could not believe that I totally forgot about it. I feel so fucking guilty about it D:
I'm sorry, mum! Homework ate my brains.

the devils are blind

2010-02-28T19:28:00.003+08:00

I just got my black wedges today and they are mighty lovely! And now that all assignments are over, I can finally have some time to continue reading Interview with the Vampire series as well as go for a K-Box session with Shana on Tuesday. And right now, I just need to get some sleep.

(OMG SHAN, WE SHALL GET THE JEAN PAUL GAULTHIER COLLECTION!)

clothes avalanche

2010-02-23T15:56:00.000+08:00

Humour in different levels.

Maybe not even different levels, probably in different categories. I'd only get amused by humour of some kind and not in others, but I guess that different for everyone. But damn, Mighty Boosh is fucking hilarious.

"DO YOU MIND?!?"

Haha, I love Vince & Howard.

i talk to myself too often

2010-02-21T21:44:00.004+08:00

~~Brad Pitt and his annoyingly difficult to draw lips~~

Okay, I've finished watching Interview With The Vampire even though I said I would only watch it after all my submission. Oh god, how I love the intro.

(ELIZZZZZZ!!!!!!! TIME TO DO YOUR FUCKING HOMEWORK)

the guns, shot above our heads

2010-02-18T22:25:00.005+08:00

I fucking hate it when the colours screw up during printing.
Yes, hello, fucking perfectionist.

Other than that, I feel enlightened. (AND YES, I NEED TO WATCH "INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE" RIGHT AFTER MY SUBMISSIONS. RIGHT AFTER.)

free haircuts

2010-02-12T23:34:00.012+08:00

The list of things that make me really happy, since I'm like fucking happy now!

1. FuckYeahVoldemort

Team Voldemort or GTFO.
And a whole bunch of funny stuff about Voldemort here at FuckYeahVoldemort

2. Reading Interview With The Vampire series.

"Drink From Me And Live Forever"
Vampire Lestat! Mind you, this is a vampire who burns instead of glittering like some fairy boy when exposed to the Sun's rays. Now I really really need to watch the movie! (TOM CRUISE LOOKS GOOD HERE, AYE?)

3. The Horrors' macros

'Nuff said. Link here, if you want to see more.

4. Listening to Bill Kaulitz sing "Scream"
Not just any Scream, mind you. I'm attracted to his sexy voice when he sings in German. Schrei, that is.

5. Spock doing the "Vulcan Nerve Pinch"

It's so damn nostalgic, because me and YS used to do that during our CO days. Yep, instant perk, cause it hurts so damn much. Moreover, Spock is fierce, so I can't help it but feel happy when I see his fierce eyebrows & hair.

Anyway, its the eve of Chinese New Year, and I'm freaking happy because I like it when the whole house is full of people. I like noise in the comfort of my own house. Hah!

absence makes the heart grow fonder

2010-02-11T22:22:00.005+08:00

Basically, I love anybody who looks and sounds like the OLD Horrors.
(Drummer-guy has got my dream hair)

I still love The Horrors, but it would be better if they went back to playing UK Garage.

Anyway, I did something damn stupid and guilty again. I went to borrow 4 fucking awesome books to read, when I know very well that I have a shitload of assignments to hand in after Chinese New Year. I SHOULD TOTALLY BE SLAPPED.

too well dressed for the witness stand

2010-02-10T22:19:00.003+08:00

Ok, I bought another dress even when I have this whole bunch of unworn clothes.
Guilty, Guilty, Guilty.

whole new way

2010-02-08T18:30:00.005+08:00

I hate it when Faris sings like an angel. YOU'RE A FREAKING HORROR.
I like scary Horrors better, though the big-haired one is always lovez.

Favourite Horrors video, ever! They get brutally mangled by some animals

personality crisis

2010-02-07T21:49:00.002+08:00

guess my hair colour @@@

nutcase

2010-02-06T14:38:00.010+08:00

CAN'T FUCKING COUNT ON ANYONE BY MYSELF.

FUCKING ANGRY SHIT.

if we ever go to a horrors gig

2010-01-30T19:54:00.001+08:00

For Shana. *Nudge nudge wink wink*

blame everyone except for ...

2010-01-29T15:00:00.001+08:00

Stop blaming other people.

Stop, and think about what injustice you have done to others and you will soon come to a realisation that "What goes around comes around" (Maybe because I believe in karma) But, what makes you believe that you don't deserve any of the horrible things which people do to you, when you yourself are doing some horrid stuff to other people?

You can blame other people for all you want, while I will watch and wait to see how long before realisation hits you.

It's time you reflect on yourself, and not reflecting other people.

i think i know myself best

2010-01-28T21:58:00.007+08:00

I know I've said that I would not judge myself base on the mark of other people before, but I think I'm beginning to do that now. I am so fucking disappointed with myself because that was one of my believes at the beginning of last year when I felt "enlightened" that I did not need anyone's approval for anything I do.

Fuck! I don't want to change. I wish I can I stay where I am and putting in the most effort in doing what I like to do.

Let's end this (inserts appropriate adjective) post with a funny picture I found.

*LIKE OMGZ, FUCKING GODDAMN HAPPY!*

P.S. Shana is making me write her this letter where she can only open it during my wedding day and vice versa. Now ... what do you expect me to write inside, Miss Shana?

spit lines like these

2010-01-24T20:58:00.004+08:00

This is going to sound damn bimbotic, but ... ...

I bought an awesome sheer polka dotted stocking from TopShop, and I am god damn happy now.

Whew, finally got that out. Off to draw stuff now!

it ends how it begins

2010-01-22T22:25:00.005+08:00

I haaaatttteee it when my hair grows so damn fast when I want it to stay short.

(Oh yes, I want to watch the Legion movie. The demonic grannies in the movie are just like those in The Mighty Boosh!)

bought the cheap champagne

2010-01-17T12:43:00.003+08:00

Bring It - Cobra Starship

I recently found this video on my PC when I was sorting out some stuff there. Omg, I watched this video millions of years ago with Shana and Irene! Until now, I would still laugh at Bill Beckett's bitch-face at 0:23 after Mr. Saporta says "Fuck 'em, I don't care."

zombie apocalypse

2010-01-14T11:30:00.005+08:00

I'm now having DCC lessons and it is supposedly suppose to make use think creatively. I don't like this man, cause I get inspired and such when I'm on the train, so I don't usually trace my train of "creative" thoughts.

(AND OMG, I TOTALLY FORGOT TO DO MY FREAKING STORYBOARD)

Hmm ok, back to what I wanted to write here. I usually kind of just stick to my guts and do what is really "me" - the usual bit of gore and Art at Elizabeth Street nonsense.

Hopefully I get inspired for my CA3.

cheap thrills, glamour kills

2010-01-13T23:37:00.002+08:00

Just wish that Shana was there as well!

The other "horrible" pictures are on the other blog. Respective people involved would know where to go.

put up or shut up

2010-01-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

"We'd probably be going to hell for this."

Sometimes keeping my mouth shut doesn't mean that I do not know what is going on around me. I hate it when people try to step all over my head just because I don't attempt to say anything (yet).

Sometimes I feel like I know too much unnecessary things. Unnecessary but annoying stuff which makes me think about them instead of concentrating on things more important.

Sometimes people act a certain way intentionally to evoke certain emotions from other human beings. I'm sure everyone is guilty of things like these sometimes, but why some try to harm others to get what they want?

Sometimes people are so used to it, I think they forgot the real purpose.

Sometimes I think I think too much.

this is not happening

2010-01-12T00:54:00.002+08:00

I promise that I will not take * for granted.
Please be alright. Please be alright. Please be alright.

People never realise how much they take things for granted. They would only realise how important things are only when shit happens. I hope this shit will not be too deep.

Please be alright.

whether full or empty it's all the same

2010-01-10T00:39:00.004+08:00

70 PAGES OF PORTRAITS BY WEDNESDAY. FML.
But looking on the bright side, I get to get a new phone tomorrow.

Oli Sykes

Agyness Deyn & Luke Worrall

Adam Lambert

too much to say

2010-01-05T00:26:00.003+08:00

She will be a rockstar.

everything falls into place

2010-01-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

Hey there, happy new year!

I am glad for everything I have, even though I have to admit I take things for granted sometimes. I'm sorry if anyone close to me ever felt annoyed and irritated by the things I do sometimes.

So there, happy new year! It's freaking 2010!

start a revolution

2009-12-31T16:32:00.005+08:00

Sleepover at Shana's was awesome. Pictures tells everything which we've been doing for the whole night - playing pretend and amusing ourselves with black strips of paper on faces.

First four pictures was suppose to be YourSceneSucks, but when Jiayi's turn came, she just turned into a Chinese philosopher (Hence explaining the Chinese word on her forehead)

So, happy birthday, Shana! Bet this was your best birthday ever!

oh brother, spare us all

2009-12-29T16:37:00.006+08:00

Picnic with the girls tomorrow and then a sleepover at Shana's house! Can't wait for the sleepover so we can talk / paint our nails / camwhore till the morning. Oh yes, we must take pictures of us doing that little dance by Cobra Starship too, cause that is seriously nostalgic!

I'm going through some pictures which was taken when I was in sec4 and they're fucking hilarious.

just still in the ground

2009-12-28T01:01:00.001+08:00

My dad drove to Port Dickson in Malaysia during Christmas, and I was reluctant to post up the pictures because it's full of pictures of my brother.

The only picture of me in PD and I look like some fucker on dope.
ANW OOH, HALO ABOVE MY HEAD.

Horror animals, I call them.

What the horror.

Shan was talking to be about some "youthful follies" stuff just now, and how we're going to be some old grannies and can watch M18 stuff legally next year.

I feel so old and jaded and ancient and wise. ARGGGGGHHHHH.

alice in wonderland

2009-12-27T01:45:00.000+08:00

Let's watch this, pshyeah!

for your entertainment

2009-12-24T01:58:00.006+08:00

I've got a Lambert stickerrrrrr.

Impromptu gossip session with Shana today was fulfilling! After Shana went off, I did a little bit of shopping by myself and got the Adam Lambert's album. Not too bad, plus there's this page in the lyrics booklet which looks exactly like it came out from Velvet Goldmine. And you all know I'm a total sucker for anything glamrock-ish.

P/S// ADAM LAMBERT IS GODDAMNIT FEROCHE.

(EDIT)

The page where Lambert looks like he was part of Velvet Goldmine.

Fucking feroche.

Too bad he's gay.

served as a kind of therapy

2009-12-22T22:20:00.003+08:00

It's the sun. Just the same old sun.

Went out with Jiayi today for dinner / the usual gossip session. (I don't deny or try to be some kind of a saint by saying that I don't gossip.) Man, I totally needed to meet up for one of these stuff after I came back from Aussie. Hah!
Now I know too much stuff I didn't need to know ;D

a vulture perching

2009-12-21T16:26:00.003+08:00

My brother. In case you were wondering why I have such hairy legs.

Postcard scenery.

My family stayed at an aunt's house and basically her and her son was our tour guides for the holiday.
I didn't manage to get my hair dyed in Australia, because it is just so darn expensive to do anything with the hairdressers there. Got my hair cut back here in Singapore, and now I have realllll short hair. Yeh!

to prove how twisted we are

2009-12-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

"Fierce is a state of being -- not necessarily something you can try to be."

RATS RATS RATS.

My current obsession with rats and taxidermy! I would like to make myself a paper unicorn taxidermy, please!
(Many thanks to Irene for the 2 huge rats to add to my collection!)

future foe scenarios

2009-12-10T23:21:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYI!
Let's meet up again soon! Too much things to tell you guys about!

After Feli and JY left, Shana and I got a horribly cute pencil case in the shape of the shrieking chicken! Impractical for a pencil case because it is just so damn huge, but it's cuteness makes up for it.

Gift from Jiayi when she went to Japan.
I feel like putting these in an Ikea frame. (MY RIGHT LEG LOOKS FUCKING TWISTED)

Gift from Felicia when she went to China.
Looks fucking glamrock and more glittery in real life.

And here's a picture of my brother choking the shrieking chicken.
Chicken still looks happy :)

My brother is now on some kind of baking spree and he just keeps baking cookies and cakes every night. Yay! I get to eat them!

look at her

2009-12-05T00:44:00.002+08:00

OMG! MY HORRORESQUE SHOES ARRIVED & I'M FUCKING HAPPY! I can't wait to bring the babies out for a spin.

Some nostalgic shit.
"YOU DA' MAN, COBRAAAHHH!"

the weather's fine, and i feel so

2009-12-02T22:31:00.004+08:00

Shuting asked Eliz a question.
Eliz had the sudden realisation that she shouldn't put things together, and just concentrate on what she should really be doing. Everything's so inspiring right now. Eliz thanked Shuting for bringing her back to Earth, where she really belong.

"Everyone's focused clearly with such shine"

I wish I could post some serious stuff here, but it's so fucking exposed in this place.

little victories

2009-11-28T16:38:00.004+08:00

My shoes have reached Singapore & I got a pair of drainpipes.
I LURRRVVEEE YOU, HORS.

but now enough is too much

2009-11-27T00:07:00.005+08:00

Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the Kings' men and all the Kings' horses
could not put Humpty together again.

passionate bright young things

2009-11-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

Ken doll styled in the image of Aladdin Sane Bowie.
Source

Tsk, Ken doll looks too much like a football player to look like a glam-rock rockstar. Seriously. The glittery lightning bolt across the face still looks awesome though.

it's only monday

2009-11-23T21:19:00.012+08:00

For once, there was an unknown land, full of strange flowers and subtle perfumes; a land of which it is joy of all joys to dream; a land where all things are perfect and poisonous.

- Velvet Goldmine

Eliz likes to stare at people's shoes. Whether is it old and scruffy or spanking new and clean, she still loved staring at them. She was in town the other day with Shana and while they sat by the sideway to talk, Eliz just kept noticing people's shoes while they walked by.

2 more weeks to holidays. Don't die in the process, Elizabeth.

count in fives

2009-11-22T18:12:00.002+08:00

Screwed up one of the "R" but I still love the overall result. Might just do a New York Dolls one before I go overseas.

waiting for this silence

2009-11-20T00:02:00.008+08:00

Sometimes you don't know who you are supposed to be.

You know how some people can look cool effortlessly, even when they don't overdress? I'm always in awe over people like this, because they have this feroche attitude which seems to be like their accessory. I think partly is also they are just being themselves.

Oh yes, Christmas is just round the corner! Fuck yes, I shall go write down a list of CD albums I want to get.

Check out the glittery golden glamrock santa hat!

the passenger

2009-11-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

Honestly! This song is damn addictive!

excellent choice

2009-11-15T23:20:00.004+08:00

My mum is getting me a pair of lovely winklepicker which screams HORROR.
I love my mum. I love you too, Horrors.

I'm getting inspired by The Horrors! Though that might be it, I need to give those inspirations my own touch to it, because getting inspired is not equivalent to blatant copying.

or miss the glitch

2009-11-14T22:38:00.002+08:00

Some of the guys were being nice people by helping us barbecue food, while everyone else just loafed around the benches. Anyway, thanks to everyone who came for the 4E3 barbecue reunion.

time, it's never worth my time

2009-11-11T20:38:00.005+08:00

AWESOME SONG
It's so trance-like.

Goddamnit, I love BBQs. Hopefully, everyone attends it!
(Sorry to Shan & Shuting, I'm unable to eat dinner with you guys this Friday)

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The sudden realisation of something always makes me like ... weird. It's like this sudden brake in life and everything else just stop and the only thing I can do / think is to ask - why.

"I should think that if people were to get the wrong impression of me, the one to which you so eloquently refer, it wouldn't be the wrong impression in the slightest."

-Brian Slade (Velvet Goldmine)

ziggy played guitar

2009-11-10T22:12:00.002+08:00

FEROCHE.

But I don't like the neck area, cause I think I screwed it up. Looks like one of the exhibits from Bodyworld, too veiny and muscular.

Argh, I haven't even like draw anything in my sketchbooks / journals.

came down like water

2009-11-09T23:02:00.004+08:00

Drew a portrait of Legolas for Felicia as her birthday present.
This photo was taken when it was still uncompleted, obviously.

Celebrated her early birthday on Sunday.

made of ivory and gold

2009-11-03T23:33:00.003+08:00

Narcissistic photos (OMG, LOOK AT THE ONE OF FELICIA AND JIAYI) were given to me by Shana, JY and Flea on my birthday, which were stuck on this humongous orange coloured birthday card. Poster and photos of Bill Kaulitz, because he is the best looking confuser ever.

I would also love to stick some Horrors and NY Dolls photos up, and at the meantime, also figure out how to hang the little clips Shuting & Shan bought for me from Malacca on the wall.

Loving my melting clock yet?

with too much to say

2009-11-02T01:37:00.000+08:00

Unconventional.
So do you think that boys should act like boys and girls should act like girls? Say, given the example of a lady who lifts weight and a boy doing ballet. Do you think that boys doing ballet are "fairy boys" and that they are gay? And they ladies lifting weights are too "manly"?

Just wondering why can't some people accept things like this.

Shan & Shuting (Who is finally taller than Shan)

Lol, mugshot.

My mum thinks my David Bowie shirt looks creepy.
"Neon pink blood like splatters?!?!" Haha. I love my mum.

double feature

2009-11-01T00:10:00.003+08:00

Building an identity.
Well obviously, we'd all want to look different from everyone else, don't we?
Maybe that's just my own mindset, because I see people looking like everybody all the time.

People often stereotype me as the bully, because I am not a weak woman.
Not too bad being the bully, though I don't like people who try too hard to look feroche.

Why am I so fucking random??
It's one of those fucking random train of thoughts running me down again.

Making a little compilation of my previously ridiculous, but funny comic featuring me and my friends. Tsk, I feel fucking embarassed to be seeing them all over again.

why my baby cousin is cool

2009-10-27T22:59:00.006+08:00

... wearing harem pants.

DO YOU EVEN OWN A PAIR?!?!

I'm now in a conversation with Felicia and Jiayi and we're all typing in CAPS LOCK! This is fucking exciting!

life's taking you nowhere

2009-10-24T23:54:00.006+08:00

Got my hair highlighted orange.
And I thought that my hair grew longer.
Why? Why did it have to grow so fast when I don't want it to?

Contemplating whether if I should get another piercing.

Sidetrack : I love it when 57 meets up for talking session after school.

swear by my lip stud that

2009-10-19T21:21:00.004+08:00

I miss CLASS 57 already!

I know that being out of the comfort zone is good, but still! This is fucking ridiculous, putting us all in a Common Foundation Class and then later forcing us to seperate and feeling all nostalgic while walking up a flight of stairs near the workshops.

Nostalgic!?
And to think we've only been seperated for 1 damn day.

but he thinks he'll blow our minds

2009-10-17T23:20:00.005+08:00

let the kids lose their sanity

2009-10-17T00:09:00.004+08:00

Tiong Han's face!

It was horribly good. Everyone had like lack of sleep, butt cramps and a landmine-ish bad stomache.

gives you hell

2009-10-13T23:22:00.009+08:00

Jiayi once told me about the simple hell people can give. Simple hell. It's just a small, little, tiny and almost insignificant gesture which irks another human being so immensely.

I'm experiencing one of

those simple hell right now.

Neutral and vague.

girls, girls, girls

2009-10-12T22:53:00.005+08:00

Shopping, shopping, shopping.
I want to go down to HMV these few days to get the New York Dolls & Tokio Hotel CD.

Shan & ST are both now in Malacca. I hope they enjoy their trip more than mine : /

ballad of maxwell demon

2009-10-11T19:55:00.005+08:00

*Warning : Man in tight shiny pants! (And slight gay references)*

Because this is probably one of the best scenes in Velvet Goldmine. Plus, you get to see Johnathan Rhys Meyers in glam-rock-victorian. Ooh, glittery.
"Anything that glitters - is gay"

Oh one last thing, which Felicia reminded me about...

OMG, BILL'S FAUXHAWK IS THE SHIT!
He's probably the BEST looking confuser, ever!

lipstick kissed elbow gloves

2009-10-10T16:36:00.006+08:00

I just had my hair cut, and I'm going to get it coloured on Wednesday with Shan. I like the new hair, but the thing is that, I seriously look like Ah Wang at some angles. Damn that.

Tsk, fake smile, fake smile.

YOU GET WHAT I MEAN ABOUT THE AH WANG THING NOW??

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Shan with her spanking new DMs.
"Hao kan lah, hao kan lah!"

My new Vans.

let it be boring

2009-10-08T22:51:00.007+08:00

We set out to change the world, we ended up just changing ourselves.
What's wrong with that?
Nothing, if you don't look at the world.

People always so affected when others misunderstand them, don't they?
Why do they even bother?

personality crisis

2009-10-01T23:33:00.006+08:00

Sometimes I wish I had an alter-ego of a non-human which I can turn to, you know, like a David Bowie - Ziggy Stardust sort of thing.

But I'm no rockstar and doing this is just plain schizophrenic.
(Yes, you must be thinking why the fuck do I want to be a glam rock alien?)
... But what do you know.

Personality crisis; and I seem to be talking and rambling to myself here. This sucks.

sometimes i wonder if i'm still alive

2009-09-29T00:57:00.004+08:00

Now, how true is this? I just find it odd that human beings are terrified to offend other human beings. Why do we want to be on good terms with everyone?

Because one day we might "need" them?
Because we are born attention seekers and we just to be popular?

Fuck the hypocrisy in human beings. Why is it so hard to be true to ourselves?

perfect and poisonous

2009-09-26T01:00:00.005+08:00

The first one was a birthday present to Felicia, and the other two are my ex-blog layout. Yeah, nostalgic. I know that feeling anywhere.

I feel damn inspired by my previous layouts though. I think I shall change mine in these few days / weeks. A thousand layered vector, here I come.

sing, my angel of music

2009-09-23T21:31:00.003+08:00

I found this in my Off-Centre book. Geez, I miss my Secondary 4 days with Irene. (Heehee, smilies in inappriorate places)

Work is boring. I do not know how the previous girl manage to sell $200 worth of inspired bags when I could only reach a maximum of $56 bucks. Not to mention today was a fucking unfortunate day for me as well.

Phantom of the Opera. My favourite scene!
I love Gerard Butler's super sexy sideburns & the sound of the Organ! :DD

the voice which calls to me

2009-09-21T19:37:00.003+08:00

Only recommmended for people who like glam rock
(Occasional picspam of eye-candies though)

Tumblr satisfy my craving to blog 10 times a day about irrelevant stuff and pic spams of New York Dolls & David Bowie.

Watching Phantom of the Opera now. Fuck, I love the sound of the Organ!

jet boy stole my baby

2009-09-19T18:58:00.010+08:00

Jet Boy - New York Dolls
EPIC

And this video here by PeterChao. This guy is fucking hilarious!